Everything so fucked up right now. My family is fucked up . Everything is fucked up. I dont have anyone to talk. No one understand my situation. I don't wanna go home. I never intend in staying at JB anymore. I hate it. It sucks. Where i'm leaving now sucks too. EVERYTHING SUCKS. My family dont even care about me anymore. No one does. Might as well i just die and don't live in this world anymore. Why all of this happening to me. Why. What have i did wrong to deserve this punishment. I've never cried this much before. It just hurts knowing that your parents doesn't care about you anymore. All they do is think about themselves. My mum could just get a bloody rented house here. Just because i want to take my clothes and everyone makes a big deal of it. SEEE MY FUCKING GRANMA IS FUCKING NAGGING. Fuck this fucking shit

Nobody's perfect.

Inside, i'm dying .

My life officially sucks. I want my old life back. All my granny's nagging is killing me. I can't stand it anymore. All she does is blame us for everything even though we didn't do it. She vents her fustration at us. It's not fair to us. We're not her toy that she can just scold. Just because of my grandad she does things like this. I don't even have the time to study at all and seriously, i have no peace. I can't seem to get my mind into studying. Everyday, i have to help her with chores. What do you think i am? A full time maid? I really need alot of time to study. She just don't understand.
The main reason is, why am i here in the first place? It's all thanks to him. I think my life was way more better without a fucking stepdad. Everything started to change eversince he got into our family. I dont know why i'm saying this but i feel it. My mum don't even care about us anymore. I just want my old house back. I miss being there. I dont want to be living in this type of condition anymore. I think i really can't take it. I don't have anyone to share with it. Miserable, that's what i feel. I just wish that everything goes back to normal. I don't want to go back to JB. I don't want. It's tiring. Why must i be in this situation. Why wasn't i born with a perfect life like all my other friends. They seem to be living a carefree life unlike me. They have family and they always spend time with them regularly. How about me? It seems like i don't even have a family i could depend on. It's like no one cares about me. It's like each of my family members live in thier own world. We never spend time anymore. We never like last time anymore. How bad my mum is, i still love and miss her. I seriously want things to be back the way it was. I know i've repeat it a thousand times, but i really really fucking badly want my normal life back.
I wish...

No, im not ready for it

Argh. This chic was suppose to mug for MYE but got distracted over this computer.

The faster the exam come, the faster my June holidays come. I really agog into getting my Varsity jacket & my Tom shoes :) .

Pretty little liars

You know, sometimes you can't forget the pass and sometimes, you always hoping that live could be the same as last time.
Damn. Give me back my life like last time.
Dah ssh Tricia. I need to study and stop thinking about the past. Past is past.

Nerd.

What's wrong with you. You've change. Damn you. I prefer the nerdy you. Please come back.

Your touch so foreign

Short update. Hi bye. Tomorrow math&physic. Faster MidYear, i want my June Holidays. Bye

Till death pull us apart

Hi,
I'm back for a notsoproper update.
These few days , i've been busy with school lately and been copying down notes and all but i did get distracted once in a while with the cyberworld, thanks to Tumblr.
There's no PE today, so there's no 2.4km run. Trust me, school's so boring i can't even talk about what's interesting stuffs happen. So skip talking about school.
It's now 10.22 and i'm awaiting for my granny to be back home. I'm not sure where she went and she didn't pick up my call. I'm just trolling around tumblr and youtube, seeing RB's gay photos and frompringing, facebooking. Shiatz. My daily life is boring.
Offtodabed.

Boy, you're an alien .

This is my retarded face. Bare with it. *winkz.

Hi.
Someone on formspring is asking me to update. So here it goes.
Holidays was both exciting and tiring. Remedials were conducted in most of the days but i did had fun with my girls at Sentosa and at town. Holidays was short short short short short short, i wish it was expanded. Anyways, school's been fuuu & i'm trying so hard to concentrate in class but always fail. I'm determine to be a nerd(look whose talking eh).So, no my life is not really that stable. I've experiencing problems with my family. I just wish it would just stop and everything would go back to normal. Damn, it's hard. My friends, they're awesome as always. seriously don't know what to update now. Maybe next time when i have the mood i will do a proper one.
Off to bed. Nitez.

& Btw today is Friday Friday , gonna get down on Friday ! Partyin partyin yeah!

I dont't know i feel about anything anymore. My mind's in a mess.

But you leave and stains all dirt on me.

Up for an update.
March Holidays have finally come. 1 week of school free but still i have to go back to school for remedials on Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday. I don't really have much time to go out. But plans have been made. Tuesday hit the beach with my girls. That's a must. Finally, some fun. I've got to finish all my holidays assignments by soon.
It's hell being a a 15 year old girl. I wonder what it fills like being a 16 years old with 'O' levels coming my way. Damn, no more fun.
Anyways, i'm off now. Want to finish up all my assignments.
Adios.

Wish you were here.

Back from Vivo. I'm really exhausted from all the walking.
We spend the whole day in Vivo walking and sitting. But before going Vivo , they all had BeeHoon at Commonwealth. I didn't eat anything since my stomach was still full from the breakfast. Jodie got herself some clothings, Summer got her How I Meet Your Mother playbook, Sara got her lunch box and i got candies. I've spent a total of 10 bucks on Candy Empire. Everyone got hyper eating the popping sweets that Jodie bought. Trust me, you can laugh your ass off when you eat it. It's really fun eating it. Went out of Vivo at 6 and everyone went their seperate ways.
Island Creamery. BoardWalk. Frolick. SentosaBeach. Picnic, i'll see you during these June holidays . ^^ .
Off to finishing my homework!

They tried pulling me away.

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Hi. This is me when i'm sec 1. Different much?

Yay. I'm back for an update.
I just passed History. Lucky much? Ohkay skip that nerdy stuffs.
So, i'm off to Vivo with Summer, Sara & Jodie tomorrow as Summer wants to get her magazine, Jodie wanted clothing, Sara wanted to window shop. Well as for me, i just want to eat my cookies&cream island creamery. The last time i went was 2 years ago with my mum and mum's friends.I can't wait for Fly music video will come out. Nicki Minaj FTW. & I have cut my fringe. Anyways, i'm off to bed now. Need to meet this Sara at 9.55 am. Nice timing huh?
Goodnight<3.

Roman's Revenge.

Ohkay, screwed. My blog's pretty dead.
CT1 just ended and i was a bit satisfied with my score for Math. I've made alot of careless mistakes. Skip the nerd talks. Went to Orchard yesterday with Jodie and Natasha. Walked around and took a random bus and drop somewhere random and the next thing we knew , we are at Peninsula. It was pure epicness but fun. Had berrylite yogurt and it was tastycious. They bought Stickys but i didn't. Was broke by then. Had Burger king at Central and we chatted and gossip ^^ . End it up by taking a bus back to CCK and off we went to our seperate ways.
We planned for a picnic in Botanice Gardens during March Holidays. It's gonna be awesome. With sundresses, wooden basket and checkered mats, it's sure gonna be fun ^^ .
Anywyas, on Sunday got my Pink Friday and i'm really agog after getting it !

Adios!

I believe that life is a prize.

2009. Oh burn. We look xxx.

Hi.
I'm really overjoy to have coincendently met Sonia at Lot just now. Trust me, i waw very very happy since it's been a long time since i last since her. Hugged her so many times and i can't believe tears suddenly came out from my eyes. Oh hell yeah, i miss her super very very much. Hope to meet her very very soon with Tanujah :). I miss the jokes we had last time ( you know, i know ). Hehe, love you.
Anyways, school was pretty well. Had D&T test and my mind just black out. I don't even know a single thing that was tested out. Yaddayaddayadda,was suppose to eat Prata for lunch but everyone changed their mind and started eating noddles including me. Off to Lot 1 and bamb, there's where i saw Sonia. Teehee. Follow up with the rest to buy Felicia's present and then we went on our seperate ways. Have History homework to be done. So i'll end here.
xoxo, Tricia.

P.S : Happy Burthday FeliciaWee, i love my porky ttm:) . Hope you like all of our present. Tree <3 Pig :).

Moment 4 life.

Hi.
Friday didn't attend school due to laziness. But attended PTM.
Reached school about 3 and went for Math club at 530 and everyone started asking me why i didn't attend school. PTM ended so late. The principal tries to fight everything back but she doesn't make no sense. Seriously, what a loser. I felt asleep somewhere around the talk. There were parents who gave awesome questions and i like. To wrap it all up, met up with mum and went home and slept.
Today went to school for Math Club & Physic test. Had a rough decision in choosing to go school with who. You know who you are. LOL. Afterwards, went to TeckWhye to get Jodie's contacts and ate prata! Yay, delicious. Went Lot to cut Jodie's fringe, met up with family and off to home.
There's alot of homework to be done and i only started in D&T. Being in the year of going to be 15 sucks. Stress have been building up. Meh. But soon i'm off to the adulthood. Gonna miss being a teenager :( .
Ohkay shh. Anyways, Nicki Minaj's Moment 4 life music vidoe is out and it's so awesome and i kept rewatching it for a gazzilion time.
I'm in love with hipsters and nebulas. Bye.

But to live doesn't mean you're alive.

Hi.

School was as pernormal. Had a trial in D&T. How much i hated the subject, i got to love it now. I need to get out of Art. I don't want to keep drawing in my entire life or these 2 years. Trust me, Art takes a whole lot of time to think. I can't waste my time thinking about things i would draw. Hell yeah, i take a long time.

Yay, i'm very satisfied with myself cause i've done my Physics notes for Chapter 1. I know it might sound nerd but still. I'm so excited in writing notes as there's so many coloured pens. It's like a rainbow. Sounds gay.

Immediately after school, went off for Physic test and Math Club. Head home afterwards with bestfriend since he wanted to use my ipod -.- . Troublesome. Fake.

Tomorrow's a late day & after tomorrow is Sara's birthday. I've a excellent idea of a great present. Watch out Sara! Hehe, ohkay it's 9.45pm now and i'm off to writing my Chem notes and off to bed.

Bye.

If i had a dick i would pull it out and piss on them

I'm really pissed of right now. You know when i pissed if really do things that you don't wanna know. Bloody hell. All you do is make fun of me. Actually it's you.It's not funny. I'm hell yeah sensitive. Pissed to the tahap maxima already. Even though the evidence isn't stated clearly it's me. Hell yeah, i know it's me. It's bloody obvious. So don't come and blame me and say '' Omg, tricia is so arrogant. '' That's what you always say.It is the showing of my gratitude of how pissed i am you guys.

kdoneherebye.

New start and happy endings.

Fresh new blog.

Hello. Decided to make a new blog. Erase the past & start new.
Tumblr's hard for me to write down my daily post since i keep reblogging awesome pictures and qoutes, so most probably i stay to blogger.
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Today was really awesome. School started out great but my fishtail was really messy. Hair was messy. Note to self : get a new set of hairstyle.
Ohkay, so i'm not gonna put any tagboard anymore cause i don't really care who reads my blog. It's my blog. My opinion and views.
I'm gonna use perfect English for this blog. Not like last time. Vulgarities were spit on post and weird typings of words are written. I will start a new beginning in my new blog.
I had Math Club today with Mr Ong. I've got my ezlink card back and now i'm at home rottening like a moron. I still have homework to do but i can't be bothered to do it now. So i will drag to it later on.
Ohkay, i'm off to edit this new blog of mine. Bye.